What this site is.

It’s information and expressions I want to make available to certain people, at a website so they don’t have to wait for a download. The purpose is to improve my and their situation, which is terrible. I will summarize the situation now in as few words as possible:

The human world is insane. Criminals run it, everything is screwed-up, nobody goes to jail. Greedy companies are causing global warming which is destroying life support for 7 billion people. The people who control the companies are psychopaths, and can’t be reasoned with. They have millions of dollars to spend stamping out efforts to stop them. Other groups are insane also. Spiritual people say lack of connection with God or Spirit is the cause, but the techniques they offer to get the connection don’t work for almost everybody. I guess things are supposed to be that way:

“Everything that exists has Being, has God-essence, has some degree of consciousness. The sun, the earth, plants, animals, humans — all are expressions of consciousness in varying degrees, consciousness manifesting as form. The world arises when consciousness takes on shapes and forms, thought forms and material forms. Consciousness takes on the disguise of forms until they reach such complexity that it completely loses itself in them. In present-day humans, consciousness is completely identified with its disguise. It only knows itself as form and therefore lives in fear of the annihilation of its physical or psychological form. This is the egoic mind, and this is where considerable dysfunction sets in. It now looks as if something had gone very wrong somewhere along the line of evolution. But even this is part of lila, the divine game. Finally, the pressure of suffering created by this apparent dysfunction forces consciousness to disidentify from form and awakens it from its dream of form: It regains self-consciousness, but it is at a far deeper level than when it lost it.”  -Eckhart Tolle

Finding God through suffering is called “the way of the cross” by Christians:

“The way of the cross is a complete reversal. It means that the worst thing in your life, your cross, turns into the best thing that ever happened to you, by forcing you into surrender, into “death,” forcing you to become as nothing, to become as God — because God, too, is no-thing. At this time, as far as the unconscious majority of humans is concerned, the way of the cross is still the only way. They will only awaken through further suffering, and enlightenment as a collective phenomenon will be predictably preceded by vast upheavals. This process reflects the workings of certain universal laws that govern the growth of consciousness and thus was foreseen by some seers. It is described, among other places, in the Book of Revelation or Apocalypse, though cloaked in obscure and sometimes impenetrable symbology. This suffering is inflicted not by God but by humans on themselves and on each other, as well as by certain defensive measures that the Earth, which is a living, intelligent organism, is going to take to protect herself from the onslaught of human madness.”  -Eckhart Tolle

You have a consciosness that is essentially you and at the same time inconceivably greater than you. Call it a soul. It continues after death. Suffering is good in that it develops greater breadth of soul, a fuller appreciation of the good, which develops further appreciation of the bad, etc., back and forth. So it oscillates, but there has to be an ultimate. A good that goes on forever and can’t be better, and a bad that goes on forever and can’t be worse. There’s no reason to think the best and worst cases can’t be experienced undeservedly. Undeserved suffering happens to innocents, so there’s no reason to think I can’t experience the worst case (bad, forever, undeserved). That’s why it’s important to get contact with God or Being or Divine Consciousness. That’s the only way to find out who goes where and why.

Few will take the time to read the above. Why? I believe it’s because they are too busy just keeping their head above water, surviving, avoiding destruction, that they don’t have time to get some knowledge about what they are afraid of and avoiding. What an insane situation. But that is the reality, in my opinion.